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Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Stress with relief

We are taking one day at a time 
Yesterday was Patrick's Funeral
We are in Africa and it was in Durango
I sure wish Shawn could have been there 
He loved Patrick
He loved Patrick because they were brothers from
probably the same mother
(as they were both adopted and had many of the same traits)
He loved Patrick because he would kill Zombies with Shawn for hours
He loved Patrick because he had a cool beard, just like Shawn
He loved Patrick because Patrick was always there
when Shawn needed him
He loved Patrick because they had the same ridiculous love for ice cream
ANY way, ANY topping
He loved Patrick because of his love for Land Cruisers 
(Patrick got Shawn hooked on Land cruisers) 
He loved Patrick because they shared a love for the children in Uganda.
There are many more things Shawn loved about Patrick but they are too many to mention.
We will miss his so much but we know he is with our Lord and Savior.
Patrick and Shawn
He is the happy, loving, care free Patrick we all loved!
I truly believe that the laughing smile of our son, Jethro every morning is what is keeping us going
I am so stressed!
I am dealing with the adoption paperwork
I am trying to teach the group of ladies I work with about how to be successful at a business when they have never worked in the fields in which they want to start a business, some cannot read or write, almost all do not know how to manage their money and we are launching them on July 15
Then, dealing with moving here in Uganda (to a new house)
Family and Friends packing up our whole house in Durango
Figuring out where we are going to live for the 3-6 months when we get back to the U.S.
Just to name a few.
Our new Visa stamps!
But God is good.
Today we had to get our Visa's renewed because they expired......uh......today
Getting a Visa renewed is a long process
(so we heard and allotted the day to getting our Visa's renewed)
So Shawn, Jethro and I, hop on a taxi and head to the office
When we arrive there, there are many people staring at us (no surprise there)
There are many people in line
After waiting for a while and finding out that we are in the wrong line and get in the new line, we are told that we need more paperwork
(that we did not have)
We leave to go get it.
When we get back to the Office of Internal Affairs, there was no line and the offices were closed
I was very frustrated and discouraged
Luckily, Shawn was there to reassure me that God was in control
About 5 minutes later, Shawn came walking out of the office with
two renewed visa's, FREE of charge.

I need to remember everyday, every minute, that God is in control.
 

3 comments:

  1. I wish I would have had those words to read at the memorial. I know I didn't express to everyone how much Shawn and you loved Patrick. Thing have been very stressful for you but just stay strong and know that God is your warrior. He will will destroy your enemies and be victorious. I love you both very, very much and will continue to pray.

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  2. shawn's mother did a wonderful job speaking for his love of patrick. know we are praying. God is in control and has His plan in place. you get to be a part of it. what a blessing.
    xo, carie and clayton

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  3. Sarah! Ahhhhh! You guys are my heroes! HEAR THIS: YOU ARE MORE THAN CONQUERERS! MORE THAN CONQUERERS! I know it might not "feel good" right now. I can't imagine how uncomfortable you are at this point in your journey, but know this; the Holy Spirit is working overtime here in Durango... Patrick's death is stirring hearts, Patricks legacy was his palpable intimate relationship with Jesus Christ. A person who loves life and gives up his life to pour into others. His legacy is moving people to see that church is not inside these walls, its outside these walls, loving people. And I agree with Carie, Shawn's Mom made it perfectly clear the relationship and love you guys had for Patrick. We are continuing to PRAY FOR YOU! I know its hard, but the God of the universe is in this with you. You are an army that will not be stopped. In the small things the Holy Spirit moves MIGHTILY! Be encouraged! You are loved!

    xo, Jen Kline

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